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hwaaaaahh... long-long time no see blog.. since i get older and older my life its getting tough anyway :')  ini sih cuma salah satu dari problem aja -> i found my self lil bit not good at making friends. because of that in this college i still don't have someone who i can talk and sharing with.. i often spend so many hours in my bedroom, and of course i am separated from people. some people say, why i just turned like this is because i won't joint something first, so i can make a friend with someone else. yea, i think that words is just true. honestly i am not that lazy to start a conversation with someone, i think i just lazy to stay and ikut-ikut kemana seseorang pergi agar aku bisa jadi teman untuk dia atau mereka. sound so arrogant ei? i didn't mean to be that arrogant, but.. hrrh i just.. hm.. arh too difficult to explain this D:

i have some idea so i can kill my boredom life ahaha.. maybe i have to

1. buy camera
2. so i can make a youtube videos
3. so i can "curhat" more in there XD
3. so after that i can make a friend with somone who post a positive comment on my "curhat" video

easy people easy, yea i promise its not 100% about my "curhatan" for sure, i will share a lot of stuffs that cross my mind. or i found it intteresting. ;)